I just finished a mix of songs I am giving to Melissa. This is the second mix I have made for her since she left for treatment. The first I called "now" because I made it as off-the-cuff as one can. This one is called "immediacy" because that is the only thing I have craved while she is away. I just want the satisfaction of being near her. I just want to feel close.
I was listening to the cd and I think I made it too somber. I was trying to compile songs that make me feel close to those I am listening with. Perhaps I feel closest when I relate with people's troubles and frustrations. Or when they relate to mine. Melissa and I are going to feel inscrutably indivisible when we are near one another then.
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